i try..

Assalamualaikum.

hi guys,

it has been a while since the last entry..

a lot of things happen in this recent few days..

orentasi yang sucks!, n macam2 lagi lar..

now, im being here n honestly i kinda miss my home.

biase la kan, sape yg x rindu kat ruma..

urmn..

rase kekok sikit bile hang out ngn kawan2 kat sini..

dunno y, it feels awkward n i cant be myself when im around them..

the oni thng tht i can do is smile. although it is fake, but at least aku x wat sape2 kecik ati .

orng akan tengok aku senyum n act macam2 xde pape..

but they dunno wat i feel inside, n i  definitely sure tht they would never understnd my feelings.

jealousy?. yea, tht is the kind of feeling tht i hated most. but somehow it is appeared within myself.

tgk kawan2 hapy with their gurl somhw wat aku a little bit jealous coz i didint get a chnce to be like tht.

i try to resist tht kind of feeling n i believe it can be done by time..

really hope tht time will blow everythng inside me far away.

bye2