i try..

Assalamualaikum.

hi guys,

it has been a while since the last entry..

a lot of things happen in this recent few days..

orentasi yang sucks!, n macam2 lagi lar..

now, im being here n honestly i kinda miss my home.

biase la kan, sape yg x rindu kat ruma..

urmn..

rase kekok sikit bile hang out ngn kawan2 kat sini..

dunno y, it feels awkward n i cant be myself when im around them..

the oni thng tht i can do is smile. although it is fake, but at least aku x wat sape2 kecik ati .

orng akan tengok aku senyum n act macam2 xde pape..

but they dunno wat i feel inside, n i  definitely sure tht they would never understnd my feelings.

jealousy?. yea, tht is the kind of feeling tht i hated most. but somehow it is appeared within myself.

tgk kawan2 hapy with their gurl somhw wat aku a little bit jealous coz i didint get a chnce to be like tht.

i try to resist tht kind of feeling n i believe it can be done by time..

really hope tht time will blow everythng inside me far away.

bye2

Less than 48 hour..

Assalamualaikum,

hye guys,

less than 48 hour aku akn blik smule ke kolej,

to be honest, agak sedih la untuk meninggalkn rumah

bese la kan, da sedap cuti lame. da biase dgn masakan mak, da bese bangun lewat sampai petang n kadang2 x bangun langsung. hahaha.

although x bnyak  perkare intresting yang blaku time cuti nie but i do enjoy spending all my precious time with my family.

tgk maharaja lawak same2, going to mall shoping sakan x hengat dunie, going to pasar malam with my sis, tgk cite tentang dhia smpi habis bersame, n macam2 lagi lar.

sedar x sedar bnyk jugak sebenarnye memori yng kite wat bersame as one family. haha

urmn..

will miss my mom, my dad, my both beloved sis, n my brother.

ade beberapa patah kate untuk korng semue  :

to my mom, i will miss ur air tangan. masakan mak wat titah ketagih je slalu n u make me turn off my diet. hahaha, titah akan ingat segale pesan mak. thnkz mak 4 the camera. luv u so much.

to my dad, thnkz u so much 4 the cloth n macam2 lgi yang ayah dah buy untuk titah. hehe. kalau boleh next time suport la lagi. will miss u dad. jge kesihatan lek lok n dun forget to take ur medicine. 

to my sis, thnkz for the rm200. dapat la merase duit seorng doktor. haha. im proud of u sis. Dr. Syafiqah. 

my chubby sis, miss J. haha. thnkz 4 the ikatan rambut yg menarik k yang sampai wat mak marah. haha. gud luck in ur study. do not repeat the same mistake tht u've done before ths. will miss ur sunquick orange juice. lepas nie sape la nk tolong watkn lagi. haih. thnkz 4 the gosokan rambut stiap kali lepas titah mandi. hahaha. ur cute behaviour n ur panggilan " adik akak" akan diingati slalu. haha.

to my brother, u need a serious diet n exercise bro.. da terbalik da skrng nie saiz badan kite dulu ngn skrng. hahaha, hope u will find job as soon as possible so tht boleh la payung titah due tige helai slua levis. haha

 ~ haizzzzzzzzzzz. ~

i almost drop my tears when i wrote ths entry..

bye2

at the edge of holiday

Assalamualaikum

hi guys,

sedar x sedar, da nk sampai ke penghujung semester break..

urmn.,

x banyak bende yg best  blaku time holiday nie, words bosan tu always minggling n surround me..

but, i do enjoy my holiday..

enjoy makan masakan mak, enjoy tido yang tidak berbelah bagi, enjoy bersama rakan even sekejap, enjoy shopping bersama family, dan mcm2 lagi la..

cume rase terkilan sikit la coz x dapat wat banyak aktiviti bersama rakan. maklum la kan, cuti x same. so, nk x nk kene la trime. haiz

rite now, ive been prepared myself  to go bck to my beloved cage at ipoh. hahaha, sounds bad isnt it? ..

xde la teruk mane sbnrnye sangkar aku tuh, cume bese la. sape la yang nk sgt balik smule ke tmpt study?. haha

its just tht, im gonna miss my home after ths, ~ huhuhu ~

gonna miss my mom, my dad, my sis, n my brother

tp xpe la kan, buknnye kite pergi sane untuk maen2, untuk belajar lgpun..

we are human being, so perasaan sedih tu mmng la x bole lari dari dlm diri kite..

nak x nak or mau x mau

kite kene terima n kene kuat untuk harunginye...

( words pagi2 mmg x boleh bla langsung ) LOL

still got few days left before my semester break end..

so, lets ENJOY!!!!

bye2

sepetang dan seketika bersama teman...

Assalamualaikum,

hey guys,

sepetang dan seketika yang sangat tidak membosankan bersama besties..

a little bit  piss with him coz die x gtau yg die balik..

haizzz.,

but hari nie seperti yng sudah ditemujanjikan dimana kami meround-round satu bandar...

frst lepak at mcd, hving chit chat for a moment...bese la, bual2 kosong n share somethng..

then bergerak ke mall, coz im looking for a bag balik kampung yang besar.. the huge one yg bole muat satu almari punye baju..LOL !

then kami meneruskan ekspedisi menjelajah satu kota dengan pergi ke another shopping mall yang tersohor di kota tinggi iatu kipmart ( tersohor la sangat kan ) LOL !

jalan2 n usya2 barang jap, then pergi ke Al-Ikhsan coz nk bli boot n kasut futsal..

agak lame juge di sane coz dilema giler nk pilih mane satu..hahaha, but dengan bantuan faiz, akhirnye dapat  jugak la buat pilihan..

he's being my driver for hole day..hahaha, thnkz buddy.

nk wat mcm mane kan, membe2 yg len smue xde. sorng kat Kluang, sorng kat JB, n yg lain missing in action..haha, ade die nie sorng jep..so bedue je la jawbnye..

haizzz, really miss those days when we go out ramai2 hang out at town...haizzzz, bile la dapat mcm tu lg (wondering)

after Al - ikhsan, kami kmbli semule ke kipmart n i finally found my bag...actually xde la besar sgt beg yg aku beli tuh, but corak die nice n menarik plus its multifunction bag...hahaha

ths melepak thng bersambung ke malam, at frst plan nk kuar awal sikit dalam kol 8 lebih cmtu but cuace x mengizinkan..so kuar lmbt sikit la..

makan2 at tempat biase, then pergi ke bandar..

actually, let me tell u guys somethng...

bandar kota nie sumpah x best bile malam2...lets just say like BANDAR MATI. 

around pukul  9 lebih cmtu sure da sunyi..haizzzz.,

tapi, dengan berbekalkn semangat ingin merayau yang gigih kami tetap meneruskn perjalanan  ke bandar...

pusing2 jap sambil bebual atas moto then pulang...

memang puas berjalan la hari nie.. hahaha!

lepas nie masing2 da nk focus on study n i dunno when we gonna meet again. same gak dgn kawan2 yg len, ntah bile la kite dpt jumpe agi..

tp nak wat acane kan,  masing2 ada path yang kene lalui..

insyaAllah kalau ada rezeki dan panjang umur kite jumpe lagi.

anyway, thnkz to my buddy ( paiz ) coz bawak wa jalan2 hari nie. 

bye2

DIA..

Assalamualaikum..

hi guys,

she's coming back..

i used to fall in her once before ths..

but i let her go and tht was my mistake..

ths time is different, i saw a new her...

Dear DIA, kenape awak x datang dlm hidup sye sebelum nie??..

y now???..

when i receive ur chat,  i realize tht i alwayz smile for no reason

u do make me confuse..

but, i didint blame it on you..

i knw im wrong coz letting u go..

but y now??..

after a few years..

rase itu baru je nak menghilang n awak buat dia timbul balik...

Cannon EOS 1100d yeah!!!!

Assalamualaikum,

hi guys,

FINALLY!!! got my own dslr..

thnkz to my mom la coz suport sikit dari segi kewangan mase nk beli nie..

but i do invest too, jgn ingat tajaan mak sepenuhnye..hahaha!!

actually minat dalam photography nie da ade lame, cume xde kamera sndri jep..

but now, semuenye da ade n rasenye nak start la blaja sikit2 pasal photograpgy lepas nie

x mau la sekadar ade camera jep tp x pandai gune..

once again, thnkz to my mom coz merealisasikan impian saye...

cukup skadar ini dulu, coz i hve something more important to do which is GAMING!!!..LOL

 ~ bye2 ~

Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum,

hi guys,

lately, almost semua rakan2 aku asyik cakap pasal result jep..

tipu la kalau x takut kan bile cakap pasal RESULT!!..

result?..ape tuh???..some sort of food or wat???

..LOL..

tapi Alhamdulillah, akhirnye segale usahe membuahkan hasil...

perjalanan selama 3 semester foundation nie akhirnye berbaloi..

syukur coz dapat melangkah ke peringkat ijazah..

hahaha!!!

pade mulenye rase takut tu memang la xde bcoz im stick with my mom pricipt " jangan di kenang paper yg da lepas tuh "..haha

tapi pade mase yg same tepikir-pikir la jugak pasal result nie dan akhirnye semuenye terungkai pade hari ini..

iatu :

Slip Keputusan

INSTITUT PENDIDIKAN GURU KAMPUS IPOH
PEPERIKSAAN NOVEMBER 2011
NAMA PELAJAR	:	MUHAMMAD IFTITAH BIN MUSTAFA
NO. KAD PENGENALAN	:	920429-01-6059
ANGKA GILIRAN	:	2010241310271
PROGRAM	:	PROGRAM PERSEDIAAN IJAZAH SARJANA MUDA PERGURUAN
AMBILAN	:	JULAI 2010
SEMESTER	:	TIGA
PENGKHUSUSAN	:	PA1/PA2/PI/BA1
PURATA MATA GRED KEPUTUSAN - LULUS

debaran tu still ade lagi coz pointer belum lagi diketahui.. ~hahaha~ papepun, syukur Alhamdulillah coz lulus n dapat teruskan pengajian.. harap kecemerlangan nie berterusan lah yerr.. InsyaAllah,  Amin..